I feel a constant void
The space you occupied is empty
I am unraveling from the inside out

My heart yearns to be reunited with you
There is fear of you living life without me
It creates a nauseating pit in my stomach

Fear of the unknown, what will be?
How do I move forward with my legs buckling?
I want to scream

I want you to fly, I want you to soar
I don’t want to hold you back from life
I want you to live, but I fear you letting go

My heart is tethered to yours
But there is threat of severing
Can I trust the thread will withstand the storm?

07.10.21